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okay people..,
haven't really been blogging much..

i wonder.. should i complain.... about the things that i'm not really happy with.
for example.
my work schedule
the near drowning experience at work when pple take mc
the shitty-ass pple who complained.

hjmmmmm... i wonder ...
well.. its one more day of being a super woman.

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honestly speaking
honestly speaking...
sometimes i feel that life is sucking me into it.
honestly speaking...
I thought i was all alone
honestly speaking...
i'm not very good at expressing my feelings
honestly speaking...
it's my own fear that stops me from pushing through
honestly speaking...
i thought i was an example
honestly speaking...
its a love-hate relationship on my take on my lifestyle
honestly speaking...
there is a 80% plus 19.999% chance that i am so not bothered about losing weight
honestly speaking...
it still hurts me, when people talk about my weight
honestly speaking
there are regrets in my life already

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okay, i lead a relatively boring life.

My friends, Rohita & Jyoti are off to Vietnam~ so fast!

I need to exercise. and stop my bottomless pit of a wicked stomach to control my food intake.

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twilight
went over the esther's place for movie.First we watched this jeong ji hyung english vampire movie.. (=_=)
the ending over absolutely not satisfying.

Then we watched Twilight. Which was absolutely interesting to watch Edward Cullen's seductive animalistic eyes lure you in and drown you.

hahahaha.. anyway my bestie got hooked.. but then his hot and our age! HAH~

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mr. sagu
i so want to see that fortune teller again.
this time, to tell me everything indepth!!!

i must must must see him again.

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qaaaaaaaaaaaa
i heard what i wasn't suppose to hear.
yeah.
only then i realise of the non-permanent status of everything
its not really what i wanted to do if its really to be true
in a super dilemma
pissed~

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went out with esther. had awesome dinner and bought the yogurt peel.. hee hee. its so much better than The Face Shop Pomegrante Peel. hohoho.. fantastic buy..
we had a good chat... till quite late.. almost brain freezed inside out.. too tired to think..

so now here i'm back home.. with my silk whitia mask on, the 20mins is seemingly forever.....

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palmistry
i went to see one. and his advice was to avoid boys after I'm 29yo. reason is that boys whom i meet, are from my past life and they, i should meet them,are back to revenge upon me.

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hmmm.. whether or not, i should listen to the "wise man" I have reflected many times, personally alone or with my friends. Time is of the essence. I have no time for a partner, because i have no time for myself. Once I have learnt to be true to myself and learn to make myself happy, then I can consider learning to give love to someone else.

This process is not a easy one. I try to be optimistic. But sometimes, if not action is taken, i end up horribly miserable. what a tough learning journey of life this is. my threshold for pain might have increase. but it doesn't mean i don't feel it.


ps: do expect irregular typo errors aka my jumbled thoughts

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art time!!




its been a while since i last uploaded some randoms photos. I went hunting for photos on flickr.. look what I found! Then I compilted it to this 3x3 format. Hope those who visit my blog.. a visual treat for you! :)

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lucky
I'm a big Oprah Fan
I love her wisdom and her pro-active take on helping women.
Sometimes, her talk show will cover topics which deals with the weight issue, self-confidence, family problems, personal problems. And I'm always thankful that she had that show.

I learnt alot from it. It taught me many things that we can learn and put to use in our personal life. I feel I'm lucky because being in singapore, we lead a shelter life. It's better than in a developing country, in poverty, or like in USA (where I think there is over exposure of the media and information and thoughts of a very unbalance society.)

I'm of the things I'm thankful of is that I don't have to experience the situation to know of the outcome.

Day by day, I struggle by my own terms. Constantly on a reminder: What could I have done to make a positive impact?
And I've come to realise that many times, I suppress these thoughts and procrastinate and fail to act on them. Work hours > Personal Time. Not good. For that being a reason or excuse, a phrase suddenly popped out: God! Please give me more time!

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